Friday, August 17, 2012 //i'm the rockstar 5:18 PM
i'm 20
A big thank you to all my girls who came to "surprise" me on my birthday and those who brought the cake over on the 8th of august! very much appreciated. & thanks to my benny ho for bringing me to Harry Potter the exhibition.
didnt take much pictures shall upload another time.
Thursday, August 2, 2012 //i'm the rockstar 7:47 PM
Not one star has shone for you
i'm so hooked on this song. it just keeps repeating in my head.
Rachael Yamagata - Starlight
I couldn't see a thing tonight
Not one star
Not one star has shone for you
I couldn't see a thing tonight
Not one star
Not one star has shone for you
I couldn't see a thing tonight
Not one star
Not one star has shone for you
I couldn't see a thing tonight
Not one star
Not one star has shone for you
I add a little candlelight to get through
Oh, I couldn't see the moon tonight
Not one wave
Not one wave was out for you
No, I couldn't see the pale moonlight
Not one part
Not one wave was coming through
And I'm terrified to look outside
'Cause I need you
Starlight makes it all the same
No light and I feel the pain
Starlight makes it all a game with you, baby
Starlight and I feel the same
Missed flight on this airplane
I'd jump from a moving train
Just to keep you, would you do it for me?
Oh, I couldn't see the sky tonight
Not one star, not one star has shone for you
Yeah, I had a real hard time tonight
I still feel your breath
Oh my love I hold for you
And I think that I've been holding out
To hold onto
And I'm terrified to look outside
'Cause I need you
Something about you is like
Drinking a cold glass of water
Everyone needs a place to go to sometimes
Something about you is like
Going against Mother Nature
And I decide to face her every time
Starlight makes it all the same
No light and I feel the pain
Starlight makes it all a game with you, baby
Starlight and I feel the same
Missed flight on this airplane
I'd jump from a moving train
Just to keep you, would you do it for me?
As I watch you walk across the street
I keep wondering why I can't leave
All the heavens are against me and you
Do you even know a thing 'bout me?
Do you even think about my needs?
'Cause I need you
I couldn't see a thing tonight
Not one star, not one star was out for you
Not one star
Not one star has shone for you
I couldn't see a thing tonight
Not one star
Not one star has shone for you
I couldn't see a thing tonight
Not one star
Not one star has shone for you
I couldn't see a thing tonight
Not one star
Not one star has shone for you
I add a little candlelight to get through
Oh, I couldn't see the moon tonight
Not one wave
Not one wave was out for you
No, I couldn't see the pale moonlight
Not one part
Not one wave was coming through
And I'm terrified to look outside
'Cause I need you
Starlight makes it all the same
No light and I feel the pain
Starlight makes it all a game with you, baby
Starlight and I feel the same
Missed flight on this airplane
I'd jump from a moving train
Just to keep you, would you do it for me?
Oh, I couldn't see the sky tonight
Not one star, not one star has shone for you
Yeah, I had a real hard time tonight
I still feel your breath
Oh my love I hold for you
And I think that I've been holding out
To hold onto
And I'm terrified to look outside
'Cause I need you
Something about you is like
Drinking a cold glass of water
Everyone needs a place to go to sometimes
Something about you is like
Going against Mother Nature
And I decide to face her every time
Starlight makes it all the same
No light and I feel the pain
Starlight makes it all a game with you, baby
Starlight and I feel the same
Missed flight on this airplane
I'd jump from a moving train
Just to keep you, would you do it for me?
As I watch you walk across the street
I keep wondering why I can't leave
All the heavens are against me and you
Do you even know a thing 'bout me?
Do you even think about my needs?
'Cause I need you
I couldn't see a thing tonight
Not one star, not one star was out for you
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watching pretty little liars now and i'm so creeped out.
but i kinda like such shows and books that keeps your brains working and thinking.
any good mystery books to recommend? NO HORROR PLEASE.
and i'm bored now.
good luck to all my bros & mates who is enlisting and enlisted!
why are we growing up so fast :(
poly clique!
//i'm the rockstar 12:36 AM
When the leaves turns brown
Its just like i dont matter at all. Like you're just here because you should be, if not i'll be angry and your mind is definitely some where else.
You mourn your loss
You would say that you're sorry
And swear you would anything to have it all back
But when you do, you appreciate it for a brief moment and you take it for granted again.
Then cycle just repeats itself again and again.
Saturday, July 28, 2012 //i'm the rockstar 10:00 PM
bring us closer to the love we wanna find
i 'm just so terrified, petrified.
the fear of being replaced or being a replacement of someone else is killing me.
i don't want either of us to run out of patience for each other.
i get that people tend to change the way they treat each other after sometime
but i hope we wont change it in a bad way, and maybe just in a closer and more comfortable way.
you're the one i want to spend the rest of my life with and you told me i am too,
but i'm still so afraid that you might get sick and tired of me,
that every action and every word that i do or say is just coming off as annoying or irritating and it frustrates you.
i dont wanna lose you, thus i dont want to give you a chance to do things that i wouldnt be able to forgive you for again and again and so lose you in the end.
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havent been able to stop munching, and i'm gaining too much weight and fats :( sigh.
i need motivation to slim down and get my nice bod!
//i'm the rockstar 2:07 AM
i cant keep up with your turning tables
went shopping at ikea with benny baby the other day for his room which was cleared and cleaned up with help from Elden!
fell down the other day :'(
peek-a-boo fluffy ho!
<3
random iphone uploads!
my new flower hair clip!
70's makeup
anniversary dinner with baby at marche!
feather and spangles!
elder sister on the right and me on the left! i look like a lil boy.
dinner with benny's family!
bare face sleep mode!
tomyum mee goreng with perfect egg, sausage and luncheon meat!
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i've realised that alot of my friends are having problems with their dark eye circles, including me but i'm too lazy to do anything about it. well heres a few DIY solutions for your dark eye circles!
Common Causes of Dark Circles Under Eyes
Thinning skin
Allergies and Hayfever
Genetics
Fluid Retention
Lack of sleep
Iron Deficiency Anemia
Dehydration
1. Apply cool tea bags or an ice cube wrapped in soft cloth to your eyes daily.
The tannin in tea bags reduces swelling and discoloration. Lie down, preferably in the morning, and leave the cool and damp caffeinated tea bags over your eyes for about 10-15 minutes. Keep your eyes closed. You can refrigerate them overnight so they will be ready in the morning.
2. Use a potato.
Place one uncooked potato into a liquidizer and liquidize the whole potato. Scoop out and place the pureed potato on your closed eyes .Keep it there for 30 minutes, lying on your back. Wash it off with warm water. This method works well for some people
The alternative method would be to slice up your uncooked potato and place a slice on your eyes for about 15-30 mins! works too!
3. Use a frozen spoon.
Put a spoon in the freezer for 10-15 minutes. Take it out and cover the circles with it. Hold it there until the spoon is warm again.
4. Massage
Massaging around the eyes would help with blood circulation which is one of the main causes of dark eye circles!
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i'm looking for nail polish thats somewhat close to this! its so pretty :(
