Saturday, July 28, 2012 //i'm the rockstar 10:00 PM
bring us closer to the love we wanna find
i 'm just so terrified, petrified.
the fear of being replaced or being a replacement of someone else is killing me.
i don't want either of us to run out of patience for each other.
i get that people tend to change the way they treat each other after sometime
but i hope we wont change it in a bad way, and maybe just in a closer and more comfortable way.
you're the one i want to spend the rest of my life with and you told me i am too,
but i'm still so afraid that you might get sick and tired of me,
that every action and every word that i do or say is just coming off as annoying or irritating and it frustrates you.
i dont wanna lose you, thus i dont want to give you a chance to do things that i wouldnt be able to forgive you for again and again and so lose you in the end.
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havent been able to stop munching, and i'm gaining too much weight and fats :( sigh.
i need motivation to slim down and get my nice bod!
