Thursday, May 17, 2012 //i'm the rockstar 1:16 AM
You live with all your faults
yet and yet again. fine. you dont trust me. its not like you deserve my trust either its just that, i've never done a single thing thats not deserving of your trust.
i've always been strong and acting all tough but it ain't funny when you experience real violence from the people you love. it hurts so much physically but its worst emotionally. the thought of them being able to bear a fist at me tears me apart. i've had traumas and its been quite sometime since i've bawled like that.
no, i wasn't drunk at all, i hoped that i was so my actions wouldn't seem so embarrassing.
you love me as much, i know, and i hope i'm not believing in the wrong things again,
