Thursday, March 3, 2011 //i'm the rockstar 6:49 PM
invading thoughts
theres so much happening around me that its kinda starting to change my perspective of things.
i want to believe in people,
i want to believe that being kind and nice pays off.
i want to believe in myself
but all these thoughts are kinda falling apart. i had faith, i trusted and was let down yet and yet again. i wasnt left with much, but i'm willing to spare. how? how could someone bear to take it from someone who is trying to be nice and trying to show a little kindness to the society.
i wouldnt mind if you've informed me that you're cannot afford it now, but by plainly ignoring my messages its like telling me "yea, i cheated you, you're dumb".
the amount doesnt matter, i just needed to know if it was really for good cause.
seriously, its not that a big amount (which i would have lent more if i had more) but its kinda a big investment of trust on human race.
please allow me be trusting and not gullible and dumb.
