theres so much happening around me that its kinda starting to change my perspective of things.

i want to believe in people,
i want to believe that being kind and nice pays off.
i want to believe in myself

but all these thoughts are kinda falling apart. i had faith, i trusted and was let down yet and yet again. i wasnt left with much, but i'm willing to spare. how? how could someone bear to take it from someone who is trying to be nice and trying to show a little kindness to the society.

i wouldnt mind if you've informed me that you're cannot afford it now, but by plainly ignoring my messages its like telling me "yea, i cheated you, you're dumb".
the amount doesnt matter, i just needed to know if it was really for good cause.

seriously, its not that a big amount (which i would have lent more if i had more) but its kinda a big investment of trust on human race.

please allow me be trusting and not gullible and dumb.

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