we kept quarreling, its almost every single day that we meet, we quarrel, i'm really kinda tired. every small tiny thing could be the trigger of the big scary quarrel. the worst part is that whenever we quarrel, you would threaten to leave, i really dont like being threatened besides, i'm kinda very stubborn and prideful. i dont like to show others the weak side of me (unless i'm drunk or i simply cant take the rush of emotions) , so i tend to run away.


so if one day, i'm pissed and angry and disappointed with everything, you'll most probably find me in the library, walking around like a lost child.

call me over sensitive, but somehow, you really dont smile much while you're taking photos with me, it almost seemed like you're unhappy or forced to smile. you always explained it as you dont like to smile with teeth and all that sort of shit, but why is it that you can smile so happily and naturally in the photos that you've taken with your friends?

the photos cant lie, you arent happy.

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