Friday, August 27, 2010 //i'm the rockstar 11:34 PM
i'm back
i should start blogging again, i dont really have enough space to express and keep my thoughts.
seriously, after reading my past year post. i realise the situation never did change much. though, the people involved may have changed and my personality and their personality may have changed but
i'm still sort of that kinda empty.
do you guys understand that kind of feeling where you see yourself not in the photos and wished you were there and they too said that "we wished you were there" but in the matter of fact, they never asked you along?
i've been getting
alot of that recently.
there were times where you thought you were juggling well, friends, family and love. but often, its not. you could juggle it well. but well the fact is no one really gives a damn about you.
thats why they are pretty happy that you've found a boyfriend to pull you off them.
or maybe its just me, i
didnt organise anything in the first place, i
didnt take the first step to reach out to them or DID I!?
i'm pretty sure i did. maybe, all these just takes time to adapt.
i really miss all those times where
i'm fully occupied with all of you guys.
