Tuesday, July 21, 2009 //i'm the rockstar 10:49 AM
its graduation
VS-ers! we've graduated! but that doesnt mean that we've parted our ways. good job to all the performers that day! i've got the 'i hope time turns back' syndrome.
Saturday, July 18, 2009 //i'm the rockstar 4:04 PM
thoughts
trauma.
i'm seventeen (soon) i dream, i try, accomplishments? yet to
seriously, i find myself currently living without aim. i'm in a mess that i've created for myself. how will i be in the future? theres nothing i'm proud of. i'm finding somthing i can be proud of. i posses no great skill that i would be able to rely on in the future.
no i'm not thinking too much
there are things and events that i cant confide in anyone.
i'll hug my speakers, i listen to songs that makes me cry.
thats the only way.
thoughts are flooding me whenever i'm alone. i dont know why things just keep comming back in dreams. i'm scared, i'm crawling, i cant speak, i dont want to go to sleep anymore. i'm really gonna drown soon, i screamed but it was silent.
yes, i speak random and i'm not emo.
i kept smilling, but whats under that sunshine? rainbow?
maybe.
//i'm the rockstar 3:34 PM
abit a time
i'm gonna update alil of the past few months a post.
june:
VS EXAM
yes, indeed, i was very not prepared due to school's common test. seeing all the others giving it their best shot, i felt damn guilty, my heart ached like hell. anyway, its over.
my beloved VS people ;D
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 //i'm the rockstar 2:33 PM
reasons why i aint updating
betty isnt updating beacuse
1) theres too much to update
2) shes too lazy to update
3) ughhhs...
4) ahhhh
5) because shes betty chan (:
these are the 5 main reasons thats stopping her from updating.
and when is soon?!
