Thursday, May 28, 2009 //i'm the rockstar 9:56 AM
short update
Betty is sick and down for the whole of last week and therefore, unable to blog. ughhh. & no, dont worry, i dont think its H1N1.
i'll update awhile later ;D
Monday, May 11, 2009 //i'm the rockstar 8:02 PM
the great photo update!
BOARD GAMES DAY! last week :D
people: waikun, clawsen, peishan, betty
THE PROOF THE BETTY IS EMO :D

the not really successful domino

the world of emo-ness

FYI: the extra hand is mine, sabo-ing hahahha!

the emo king! clauson seah
now for the crazyness on peishan and betty :D




yes, i'm demo-ing the pig leg

unglam!

actcute

perfect example of the "guey kah"

seee! retard-.-

hair growth 1 - eyebrows

hair growth 2 - goatee (spelled like that?)

hair growth 3 - hu zi!



clauson& waikun







now this is long long time ago

wanzhen, me, peishan, sujun
photographer: peijun :D

the not yet uploaded pictures for unplugged :D


BettyC!

reg , mir & me :D (WHERES TERENCE?)

oh terence!

VS2 GROUP PHOTO
top left - right : terence, eugene, yixuan, marcus
middle : beishan, cecillia, cordellia, miaoru, shiying
bottom: mireen, regina, betty

the girls!

2!

VS 2 ROCKS! :D
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now for today!ughhh presentation was a lil screwed up? hahaha! it ended up sort of as a joke.
owning number 1
i said".....you'll need to open up your teeth."
ughhhhh, it was suppose to be mouth instead of teeth. hahahah!
owning number 2
"..... my mouth have no tongue so i have to use my hand as a tongue to demonstrate"
ahhhhhhh! what i meant was that i dont have the tongue prop. -.-
damn owning, dont think i'll do well for the presentation already. FYI, i did "
how to brush your teeth in the correct manner" for the presentation. no it wasnt stage fright, it was just me "gei kiang" dont want to refer to the notes that i've written only. hahhahhaha!
Thursday, May 7, 2009 //i'm the rockstar 9:53 AM
mean median mode -.-
its 9.54am in the morning and i'm tuning in to the lullaby channel. and the DJ is the lecturer and math is the music. ughhhhh... i'm not paying attention cause i can't understand. stats sucks.
thanks for all the concern for the previous post;) i'm not emo dont worry:D hahhahaha! nothing keeps me down for too long. i'm back to the happy happy one already.
finally met PEISHAN on tuesday.
woohoo, took weird pictures with her using waikun's webcam. went for dinner with ps, wk & clawsen later, bamboo and bobby left early *grumbles. we satyed in school till 9.30, playing jenga, crapping, udating bout each other. & WHERES WANZHEN?! hahahha, shall meet her soon too(: ahhh, the good old days, where we used to meet super often, sit and crap around, lim-ing kopi. shall upload the photos and stuff on tues the next post. cause WAIKUN HAVENT SEND ME YET!
NIGAHIGA IS DAMN CUTE. gosh, cannot stand it already. hahahahhaa!altho hes doesnt have the kinda lips ( hahaha lips xD) but hes still cute :D
Monday, May 4, 2009 //i'm the rockstar 12:35 AM
its just.. complicated
sometimes, i can't see myself anymore.
i'm somewhat lost. i dont know what i really want in life
i dont see the point of doing things that i'm doing currently.
after studying in BIT for 2 weeks, i've came to a conclusion that it really aint the thing for me, i dont like business, neither do i like IT. i'm always thinking that i would be happier if i'm in chinese studies, chinese media, early childhood or community service & i know i would be cause thats my area of interest. i know i would be paying much more attention in class, cause its my passion. comparing to business. which is totally not my cup of tea. yes, i'm regretting. alot. but theres nth much i can do about it already. accept the fate that i've fallen into this. and therefore the only way i can see out of this "i dont like my future work" is to succeed in very singer (非常歌手) i'm left with no other choice, currently.
but sadly, the exams for verysinger isaround the corner, and my poor voice have yet to recover, my stage fright is still there. i still can't sing properly on stage. i cant sing infront of many ppl yet. yes, i need ppl to practice with. ughhh!
i feel terrible at times, but i feel guilty for feeling terrible. cmon, tell me what is this.i'm suppose to be strong, to be firm, to be happy. not j. i'm suppose to smile and not look dead. betty chan, i know you know whats the best solution for everyone, so please continue doing what you're doing, stop getting affected, isolation! be happy!