Sunday, October 4, 2009 //i'm the rockstar 2:33 AM
i speak no words
it takes courage to say some words.
i spout them because i'm simply crazy.
i'm so inclined that i'm not looking at the others.
i'm so impulsive that i do things to see regrets.
i hope i'm taking revenge, i hope you feel uncomfortable.
i know you wont be, because i dont matter as that kinda status.
i might have shocked you with my words. but that was my questions.
you used to think that its okay, but why aint we now?
you've thought it over. i'm unworthy.take things slowly?
but how do we reverse the tape when fast forward was already pressed?
its so insecure and heart wrenching to think that the tape was already spoilt
after reversing. till the state that i would never play again.
how sad was it to know that the kiss good bye on your birthday on the public bus
was the last kiss i would ever take from you.
how sad was it for me to know that, you've awakened and realised that you were foolish
how sad am i to know that i was your foolish-ness
i damn it hate you. if you're gonna stop everything then stop it.
dont tell me about the damn future
tell me you are sure you dont love me,
tell me you're sure that we will not be together anymore
tell me for sure that this is the end.
dont let me cling on to hopes.
dont let me think that you might love me.
i really damn it hate you, seriously.
