i can't find betty this few weeks, she called saying that she was buried
somewhere under the pile of books that she was studying. so...help?!?

FEW MORE DAYS! FEW MORE DAYS & I WILL BE FREE! BWAHAHAHAH!
i'm totally crazy now. thats because the perpheral nerves transmitted wrong
nerve impulses to my central nevous system, which is both my spinal cord & brain.
the brain then initated the wrong effector to carry out wrong actions & therefore
i'm going crazy soon! WOOHOOO!

things i might/will be working towards after o's...
1. my vocal intermediate cert
2. start learning keyboard or guitar?
3. start learning to dance properly :D
4. start reading before i go to bed
5. start to earn my first 1000 bucks by hands

* i never stick to plans, listing is totally useless -.-

i dont know, but this post is starting to get idiotic.
shall end soon tata!


i dont know why i'm pissed, i don't know whats wrong.
a rocky start & still rocky now, so what will the ending turn out to be?
darling, i'm starting to feel i'm not the one you want, i'm starting
to wonder. i'm far too childish for you, i'm not that kind of girl you may
think i am. and now my brain is off my head, my head is off my neck.
wheres my body!? ahhhhhh! i dont want to talk to you anymore.
SCREAMS SCREAMS SCREAMS! i can't clam down.
i feel like crying, i have no idea why.


i'm bored *yawns*

(100 things you need to know about yourself)



Part 1: The Basics


1. What is your full name?

Chan Chai Hwei Betty

2. Where and when were you born?

Singapore

3. Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.)

daddy: Eric Chan (businessman, generous, cool :D)

mummy: Alice Chow (naggy, vain, pretty, kind)


4. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?

elder sister: great at times, bossy most of the time.

younger brother: nice recently, he is maturing :D

5. Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people.

singapore:) terrace with a garden & swing :D many many fans. there is a karaoke set!

living with: daddy, mummy, sister, brother, ahma, 2 maids

6. What is your occupation?

student

7. Write a full physical description of yourself.

height: 155

weight: 39.4kg (fat)

race: chinese

hair: brown? black? red?!

eye color: dark brown

scars: light scar on right cheek


8. To which social class do you belong?

social class? how to diferentiate?

9. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?

night blindness (recoveing!)

10. Are you right- or left-handed?

right

11. What does your voice sound like?

chirpy when talking (irritating kind)

12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently?

aiyo! & bwhahahaha & yo

13. What do you have in your pockets?

hehs, my shorts have got no pockets:D

14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?
hmmms, i have no idea. lol!


Part 2: Growing Up


15. How would you describe your childhood in general?

happy & sad

16. What is your earliest memory?

waking up and sit there for very long in tiny baby bed & no one realised -.-

17. How much schooling have you had?

secondary

18. Did you enjoy school?

depends

19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?

school? i suppose.

20. While growing up, did you have any role models?

mummy, i'm equally vain -.-

sister, she studies hard

daddy, he is damn successful to me :D

aunts & cousins & nanny, they've affected me somehow.

21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?

1-5 GREAT!

5-10 not good

10-13 worse

13-14 okay

14-15 i seldom see them

15-16 rather well i guess :D

22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?

a performer, a kindergarden teacher

23. As a child, what were your favorite activities?

talking & screaming -.-

24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?

curiosity, ignorant

25. As a child, were you popular?
no! i'm irritating.


26. When and with whom was your first kiss?

first kiss? sec 2 la. hahas

27. Are you a teachers pet

nah

28. If can be a superhero, who would you be.

superman! or some psychic


Part 3: Past Influences


29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?

no idea

30. Who has had the most influence on you?

friends i guess

31. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
don't think i have any yet


32. What is your greatest regret?
things that happened 2 years ago


33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
hehs, placing a cockroach into my tuiton teachers cup


34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind?
nopes


35. When was the time you were the most frightened?
2 years ago


36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?
i was pushed into a swimming pool and my pants dropped half way

& there were guy friends behind me.


37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?

i would continue my piano classes

38. What is your best memory?

too much

39. What is your worst memory?

2 years ago


Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions


40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?

optimistic


41. What is your greatest fear?

darkness

42. What are your religious views?

free

43. What are your political views?

uh?!

44. What are your views on sex?

eh.....

45. Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?

i can't kill.

acceptable if that person killed my whole family &everyone in know & ruined my future

46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?

torturing his or her loved ones in front of them.

47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?

hmm, half

48. What do you believe makes a successful life?

money, relationships, impression

49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?

i dont hide

50. Do you have any biases or prejudices?

not really?

51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?

nopes

52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?

the people who i care for?



Part 5: Relationships With Others


53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)?

i'll try to be polite to those who i think are good people.

no point being polite to people who aren't polite

54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?

family

55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
daddy? he is successful!


56. Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.
my clique :D they are a bunch of great people

friends? they're all great la.

aislnn, she gives me advise :D


57. Do you have a significant other? If so, describe this person.

he is cute :D very sweet, very nice.

he has big dreams and is a great guy :D

58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.

shy la.

59. What do you look for in a potential lover?
faithful, trustworthy, stable, sweet & loving :D


60. How close are you to your family? rate from 1-10

7.5

61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?

no, i'm only 16 -.-

62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?

parents then boyfriend then siblings then friends

63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?

parents , they've protected me for so long :D

they are always there for me

64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you?

family? friends? boyfriend?

65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why?

ah bengs & ah lians? they are wasting their life away

66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?

argue if i find that there is a strong need to

67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?

depends

68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?
depends, i'm shy at first, i need to know them a lil to open up

& i'll be very noisy after that.


69. Do you care what others think of you?
yes


Part 6: Likes And Dislikes


70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
singing, dance, sleep


71. What is your most treasured possession?
boyfriend :D


72. What is your favorite color?
white, green, blue, yellow


73. What is your favorite food?
unagi!


74. What, if anything, do you like to read?
sometimes :D


75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?
music & dramas


76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?
nope


77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
slack


78. What makes you laugh?
something funny?


79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you?
I'M NOT BIMBO!


80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?
call up someone to entertain me if they are not sleeping :D


81. How do you deal with stress?

sleep


82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
i dont have plans -.-


83. What are your pet peeves?

people blasting music in public.


Part 7: Self Images And Etc.


84. Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted? no routine :D

85. What is your greatest strength as a person?
smile even when the sky is falling


86. What is your greatest weakness?
lazy


87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
face


88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
extrovert


89. Are you generally organized or messy?
messy


90. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
good

-entertaining

-languages

-talking back

bad

-looking at situations

-dressing

-painting walls


91. Do you like yourself?
fairly okay :D


92. What are your reasons for being an adventurer.

to see & do things that people might never try.

93. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?
accomplish my dream (its a secret :D)


94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
university


95. If you could choose, how would you want to die?
sleep & die smilling peacefully. no blood & not murdered


96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name four things you would do in the time you had left.
hang out with all my friends for 8 hours

spend 8 hours with family

listen to him singing & sing along for 7 and 1/2 hours

spend the last 1/2 an hour trying to get to sleep on his chest


97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
bringing laughter to people around me


98. What three words best describe your personality?

cheerful

blur

forgetful


99. What three words would others probably use to describe you?

blur

noisy

diffident


100. If you could be someone who would you want to be?

myself :D


this guy is fantastic! felt lke crying, omg.
i never watched his performance on american idol before
except for the smoky mountain memories.
he sends chills down my spine. goosebumps :D
woohoo! DAVID ARCHULETA! :DDD

david archuleta - angels



david archuleta - in this moment



don't let the sun go down on me




where is my sunshine, my only sunshine
who made me happy when skies are grey
i hope you know dear how much i love you
so please dont take my sunshine away.



i've got swollen eyes now. good thing i'm staying home today.
i miss friends! havent seen wanzhen & guys for around a week :(
i miss i miss i miss them!




friends,
they are the people who will go through thicks & thins with you.
they are the people you can rely on when you need a shoulder
they are the people who understands you when your world turns upside down
they are the people who encourages you when you fall
they are the people who allow you to grow
they are the people you love.



boyfriend, the person who is more than just a boy friend :D


warning. DAMN LONG POST
(yes, i purposely left my laptop wide open at this page for you to take a glance at this)

I'M DAMN UNHAPPY! shit that person who i thought was a great person
once i thought she had changed for the better.
once i thought she was no longer a born-ed commander
once i thought she was no longer influenced by NPCC & thinks she dominates the whole world
once i thought she no longer treats everyone like rotten apples who needs a student councillor
to scold and "bring them back to the correct path"
BULLSHIT! i guess shes the only one in her own lala land where shes the one who rules over
every living thing except for her darling friends she loves. i guess she love them cause they are
the only few people who can tolerate such temper. or maybe she hid her hideous side in front of
them? or maybe she is putting on a hideous mask in front of us? whatever. her temper should
burn in hell. anyway, her boyfriend should be given the title of best tolerance.must obey her
commands if not she will let him feel hell.

everyone knows it is great to have a sister. cause you can share clothes & stuff, & as girls, they'll
understand you much more :D but what if...

SHE SAYS SHARES BUT SHARE = you pay half, i pay half. i wear you cannot wear. you wear, cannot must ask me. cause i might want to wear or i might want to wear tml or maybe tml's tml or tml's tml's tml...... therefore its mine you cannot wear. end of story.

(don't always apply, shes kind at certain times. note CERTAIN TIMES. not majority.)

or maybe...
you bought clothes = lets SHARE! (its abit better la at least you get to wear?!)

but thats when you bought it. if buy together, the first share applies :D
wow! such a great sister! just when i thought shes great she broke every greatness again.
ohhhhh sad. someone says she would never talk to me. GREAT! so i dont need to ask to take
the SHARED stuff! cause we can't talk! i'll just take & go byeeee! no more of your SHARE.
bwahahahahha! but i guess a smart person like her would suddenly just label every shared
things as hers. or maybe all my stuff as hers. since she said i owe her alot alot of money &
after paying her back, betty bankrupted! cool! so i think the only few stuffs that belong to me
is on me. so am i suppose to sell my body for money?! cause every other thing is hers!
no, i dont need money. i survive by drinking wind! :DDDDDDDDD damn cool! thats a great
sister for you! push your sister to the extend she needs to say, i have loads of money to keep
up her pride & dignity when shes close to penniless just to return you your pirate claims
DS one use = $5! cheap eh?! like you pay for the electric bills for charging. but i shall accept that cause i was blinded for the moment to accept the offer.
maybe i should charge her for snatching my oxygen in the room or maybe spoiling my mood. i
guess it cost around $4.50 per minute?! see! i much kinder!

yes, you dominate everyone. mum may have "wu lai-ed" you. & she owes you an apology?
so how many apologise do you owe others? have you realised how people living with you think
& look at you? reflection?! i know i am shooting at myself.

but at least betty will make up for things after throwing a tantrum for nothing. do you?!
i've got no bucks left. but i still have my pride which is worth more than enough.
thats why i said i "you de shi qian" you are to shallow to understand that.

lastly, i'm sorry for kicking up such a big fuss. cause its hard to accept the fact that you're
currently penniless out of sudden when big debts come in claming that you owe them your
whole fortune when you thought you were half rich.

i still believe i didnt owe that much cause i bet i've at least returned some.
you could have reminded me to pay you instead of commanding.
i would have returned you the bucks with pleasure.

where is baby? i need him now :(

i just want to go for a swim ALONE.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008 //i'm the rockstar 2:39 PM

shutup

i'm studying! yes i am! S-T-O-P nagging!
urggghhhs!!! i feel like biting off you head!
can i can i?!

bio pratical was a disaster :(
whats with the reducing sugar test?! almost everyone got different answers! 8 units of reducing sugar with orange colour,1 unit of reducing sugar red colour?! so how?! the sequence of reducing sugar tilt over uh? ahhhh! scarly is contamination :( whatever. fishhhhhh~ (yes, we dealt with a raw fish, there is blood. funny, i didnt faint :D)

"all Ang's are tall, like mr ang uh, ang rui song uh & ang moh."

LOL! old batman is funny :D

well yes, i'm not pretty, i'm not hot. i look kiddo & act like one. you have problem with that?!
shit you & shut up.

HAPPY! i'm staring at my caramel corn :D
fatter by day:( i'll go on diet after o's.

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