Friday, March 21, 2008 //i'm the rockstar 8:47 PM
don't speak.
and i allowed you to lie to me.
Betty is not in singapore! once again, i am in genting's damn big room again (:
2 rooms this time ~ hurmms... i feel emotic, lols, but it is ok la. ILOVE 4B !
wonderful learining journy on wed! hahas. the weirdest thing that i saw that day was
clauson sitting on ruisong's lap. DAMN GAY! i have noticed the weird relations between
them in class but didnt expect them to get so close so soon . =.= ok lame.
wellwell betty went shopping today at KL ^^ & guys, dont worry i wont forget your gum (:
photos updates next post ! i promise this time. XDDD
i give my blessings,
learn to cherish (:
& no i m not sad or whatever so,
perhaps ?
I LOVE AISLNN TAN!
I MISS CLUTCH! & OF COURSE CD(: !
Saturday, March 8, 2008 //i'm the rockstar 7:17 PM
just don't speak ...
know what ? LOL no longer stands when COL is applicable .
just whats wrong with life ? everything starts to go wrong the minute after you think that you are blessed . the world is just not right.
life is full of waiting, you have to queue up to get your number and wait for your turn to come. & of course, if it is worth while waiting, i would wait but if it is not , then tata ; there i go. it is fair & square ,but it doesn't apply for some situations, cause humans have their heart placed at the left side of their chest & not in the middle. you know, i contradict myself, confused.
whats life actually ?
what more is love?
people just continue to hurt each other ,
happiness? perhaps , but whatsoever believe that you
made the right choice . it is hard but maybe love is
much happier with mistakes ?
life is not worth living ,
that's why a child prodigy killed himself
after calculating on life , he said everything in life
is not worthy or something like that .
Betty is just starting to get pessimistic over life .
Monday, March 3, 2008 //i'm the rockstar 11:23 PM
heaven.
let her go peacefully ,
end her sufferings ,
shes been through too much .
old age brought her pain and illness
sad , unable to visit her in m'sia.
but please god , stop all her pain.
let a smile be her last expression.
i know miracles do happen ,
let her recover if it is possible.
i dont want to imagine the pain shes going through
please , please end her sufferings .
i pray , deeply
to all those who have seen this please do pray for this old women
she cared so much for me when i was young , i love her .
& no , you can't choose who you wanna love .
it comes and goes naturally . even if it is a mistake , agree to it .
facts just don't change because you want it to, so just face it .
and if he doesn't love you ...
i don't know, people have different ways of solving this problem .
and so boy , even if you don't love me , i still do love you.
but of course you don't know , do you ?
& most importantly don't let it bother you ,
because that's my problem that you don't love me .
and it is my problem that i am loving the wrong person
that's all (:
& you don't know , do you ?
end her sufferings ,
shes been through too much .
old age brought her pain and illness
sad , unable to visit her in m'sia.
but please god , stop all her pain.
let a smile be her last expression.
i know miracles do happen ,
let her recover if it is possible.
i dont want to imagine the pain shes going through
please , please end her sufferings .
i pray , deeply
to all those who have seen this please do pray for this old women
she cared so much for me when i was young , i love her .
sorry for not blogging , i dont have the mood & time recently .if there is true love , they would be my family .
i treasure the fate that brought us together .
& no , you can't choose who you wanna love .
it comes and goes naturally . even if it is a mistake , agree to it .
facts just don't change because you want it to, so just face it .
and if he doesn't love you ...
i don't know, people have different ways of solving this problem .
and so boy , even if you don't love me , i still do love you.
but of course you don't know , do you ?
& most importantly don't let it bother you ,
because that's my problem that you don't love me .
and it is my problem that i am loving the wrong person
that's all (:
& you don't know , do you ?
